Life is scary
I don't get how we are supposed to wake up every day with disgusting creatures in this world that want to hurt us. I don't get how we are supposed to feel safe walking alone. I don't want to fear this world, but fear is what this world is made of. We are driven by fear or be feared. Do I want to be scared? No. I want to walk where ever I want to go without fear of someone looking at me the wrong way or scared someone may touch me or hurt me. Life is scary. I have to be more aware of my surroundings, and it sucks. Maybe if I didn't have anxiety, I would not be so on edge and scared. But I am, I'm scared of what could happen to me. I should not have to be scared of the unknown and be scared to be alone in a place beside my home. Life is scary. I want to look at the world and feel at home, not scared of what might happen to me. I shouldn't worry about the "what if's" and "maybes"...I should be worrying about now. But this world is so mess